Silent
| Constantly fighting these fears in my head, Feeling I would be better off dead, I watch as these couples embrace and kiss, I wonder what else I missed? My heart beats so fast today, I guess I'm left with nothing to say The song tells me everything is going to be alright, But why is that I'm in this continuous fight? You tell me not to cry, I tell you I'm not - I lie. I occupy myself with endless dreams, Touch me - I'm content right now in your sun beams/ Show me the way to my thoughts, Take away the pain as my stomach turns into deep knots. I shudder to think what will come of me, Or what monsters I must conquer and see. I guess I just have to be. Put these sunglasses over my eyes, Tell me your deep twisted lies, Conquer my body as I yell without sound, Touch the unhappiness that I've found. |